Thursday, 12 July 2012

SMS'S ... The necessary evil



Short message service has become one of the dominant factors of our life..... So much happens on the sms’s..  Texting has become the necessary evil for most of us. Most students, on an average send and receive 200 messages every day. How much time and energy they spend on this? And all the focus that they give on this determines what kind of life they lead. People cannot imagine their life without sms’s. It is cost effective, sans embarrassment and people can get away saying anything on the sms. Everything happens on the sms for most people, love, hate, anger, happiness, sacking, accepting, deals, etc etc..

I remember my younger days, when telegram was of great importance. It indicated emergency, mostly of the negative kinds. One would have had to go to the post office, fill the complicated forms, and wait in the queue, bear all the pain of the clerk who would behave as if he is doing us a great favour. Then the arrival of the pager happened and this had the fastest death of all technologies.


When i started texting, way back in 2002, it was not common as sms receiving was also charged and i was ridiculed for this habit. But now sms’s makes and breaks relationships. Most often, people follow the conversations up with the sms’s,   the moment they are angry, unhappy or want to express the negative emotion. Earlier, in life, people had the option of subsidised anger, subsidised intensity of any feel as there was no alternative to physical presence and could only talk after meeting them. Now we all pour out all emotions and do not hide. This is building lot of impatience and emotions are expressed in hurry and often wasted resulting in instant fights.. I have done it myself hundreds of times with dozens of people, and complicated relationships also. I know several cases where the easy way of sms makes them express many emotions without actually being there in that intensity and measure. In that sense, sms has complicated the relationships.

In some cases people wait for the sms, as if it is life threatening or life making expectation. It is true of cases also where people leave a message and expect replies, as the persons they call do not take the call. This is both advantage and a disadvantage as both the parties suffer and have equal justification. Waiting for sms can be very nerve wrecking and can be the most essential part of your life. People who undergo this experience will alone understand.

For me waiting for the Praveen’s sms ( my senior colleague) on Wednesday is high point of my life. I get into illusions and wake up in the middle of the night and check for the sms from Praveen. I am brushing my teeth and keep looking at the phone for his sms. Then i feel every second that my phone is sounding with a message tone. I am scared to take long time in the wash room as i can’t delay to see his sms. Then i am driving to my meditation class and i am constantly looking for the sms. It’s like waiting for the result of the performance and the hard work of the last week, that i am waiting for. Just want to be done with on what the result is about the TAM high points. Before i switch off the mobile to get inside the class, i do a countdown before switch off the mobile. The first thing i am expecting after i switch on the mobile is again Praveen’s message. Never ever imagined that one sms would be so important every week of my life. Here attitude and life learning fail and not the forum to talk also about it. Needless to say that, Programming team and creators of content in television, live on tam results and entire life revolves around that. It makes or breaks the day and succeeding week. Why sms? The highlights are sent by Praveen after he extrapolates from the basic data. That moment is the most crucial for me for the week and so for the entire year. Like these, there could be several situations for people who wait desperately and endlessly for the sms and that moment of waiting seems so long and never ending.

I want to call sms as kambaqt. I hate sms’s as much as i love. I don’t want them as life gets complicated and i want them as life becomes easy...

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