Tuesday 26 March 2013

ME AND MY PIGEONS..
















It’s strictly my feeling and i do not intend to feel the need to explain or be defensive. The point is to put out facts without verifying or checking out on the existing knowledge on the same e in encyclopaedias or on the net. I wish to just put across as facts, my raw experiences on my favourite past time, pigeons.. May be there are bigger, better facts and great amount of  research done on the subject, but my experiences are my discoveries, any ways and i love my experiences. 


Here it goes...

1)   Pigeons have all the normal general feelings that humans have like, domination, jealousy, love, need for companion etc. They keep exhibiting this all the time. Example.. The male pigeon does not allow other pigeons in their territory to eat special foods like Putana dal... not that they succeed and actually the dominant male ones fail to make the best use of special food as they are busy chasing away the other pigeons. But other pigeons very cleverly eat away with the hide and seek method. This is a great sight to watch. The territorial rights come with the birth the male female pigeons give in some places, like my kitchen balcony. There is just one set of family who always give birth to pigeons in my kitchen balcony.

2)   Pigeons do not hatch on the eggs, if they are vaguely touched by humans, even if it is done to place them in a safe zone. Male and female pigeons hatch in turns and most often, the entire afternoon, it is the duty of the male pigeon to hatch and female pigeon is in search of food. ( role reversal very dominant )


3)   Pigeons are very choosy about their food and they eat only specific things.

4)   The pigeons do not eat any stuff from my bed room balcony and this is validated by me hundreds of times. This is very strange and amazing fact.


5)   Their efficiency in building a surface for hatching is most admirable as they do it in a very short time.

6)   There definitely is a family value for the pigeons and surely no multi partners for sex. This way they are very moralistic.


7)   They prefer raw food and not cooked food.

8)   As a rule, the areas where pigeons are predominant, crows do not come.


9)   Most importantly, they tease humans and they like the game of entering homes, looking at us and running away. They are not scared of humans , but are cautious.

10)                   They are very lovely creatures and i never wish to see them extinct like near extinct sparrows.
I grew up with sparrows as part of my childhood and now i have pigeons for company in the mornings. 3 months later, i am gonna miss this lovely creatures as i may shift my home. If i am not shifting home, one of the key reasons would be pigeons. They give me unconditional love and they take unconditional love. Of course, they wait for my feed at 7 am. They wonder if sometimes i feed them early , but never crib or cry or curse if some reason i do not feed them or feed them late.

There are thousands of gods creations, probably better than we humans.. emotional statement but not without meaning and definitely not said out of bitterness, as much said with love for darling pigeons.

Tuesday 12 March 2013

SMALL LIVING .. GREAT PLEASURES



                 THE WONDER CALLED YADAMMA.




I want to introduce an important character of my life in my writing today. She is Yadamma, the lady who helps me keep my home clean.  In feudal language, she will be called a servant maid, in modern context, she will be called, the house keeper, but for me, she is a friend of a different kind.  It’s easy to communicate to her and without any fear, bias, or thinking of any kind. She listens to everything attentively without any judgement or preset ideas.

She is not doing any of the things for drawing attention, getting more money or for some favour as she refuses all that, very honestly. There are many such people around us who live in misery but are more learned and wise, or more spiritual and philosophical than most people like me. She in fact gives me good and valid advise on several issues.

The joy comes to her and such people quite easily and they don’t get bogged down by pains and struggle as they keep getting them in abundance and very frequently. For me, talking to her and listening to her is always a great experience and i become instantly happy and contented in life. Their openness and understanding of life is far superior and matured than mine and most fortunate people like me. I haven’t seen any of the qualities in her, which i eternally attempt to conquer, the greed, lust, attachment, ego, anger. Some of those qualities, they cannot even afford as those qualities and all vices are for the privileged people.

 I endlessly wonder at her and such people who are only misunderstood and exploited forever and ever. Excepting giving more money and hearing, really do not know what can i do to better their lives. i keep feeling helpless about the state of affairs of our country where more time is spent in committing absolutely ancient crime like Rape and more time, might , energy is spent to counter/ control them in media, government etc, and obviously yes it is essential to spend time .. But are we progressive and modern?

Anyway, i am not in the mindset now to talk on those and let me focus on Yadamma. She is one of those thousands of poor Indians who love their land, their locality, and their people despite everything always going wrong for them. Who else can teach me unconditional love, commitment to work, values etc better than yadamma and people like her. Yes i do keep getting refreshed and keep learning and hopefully i am also helpful to them always on some way or the other.

The relief that i get talking to her is absolutely refreshing and pure. The heart fills up and the joy is natural and complete. The conversations range from politics in india to life in earlier days, to attitudes of people, to money to festivals, to traditions, to health to just about everything including religion, spirituality. And all this for maximum 10 to 15 minutes and what a joy and relief that gives.

I am not preaching here anything and just sharing the subtle, happy moments that i keep getting with several simple people every day. Each of them is unconditional and at best they may require few rupees for basic needs. This is how most of the life was, when i was young and now i am caught in this confused modern world of endless greed, power game, and manipulations of which i am also a part. Hopefully more interaction with people like yadamma will make a better human being. 


Idea of writing this was to express my overwhelming gratitude and appreciation to yadamma and people like her. But there is this insufficiency in me as i still feel there is lot to be done to them than just make few people resonate with me. But this is the way to say thanks to god for creating such simple , nice people around us who give so much value endless, unconditionally like the trees and plants around us and like all our mothers. I love such simple genuine people who are in abundance but we need to realize and be in touch with them. Spending 30 minutes a day will help us like its helps me always.


I want to control the temptation of writing more by making one last point. Yadamma kinds are wise, patriotic, contented , sacrificing, and only if they have had better conditions of living, good education and opportunities, wouldn’t they have been great agents of change for our country ? i will leave it here for people who came this far to read , to think and decide .. Tell me if you have an answer.
Thanks for reading this and extending my joy.




Monday 11 March 2013

SMALL LIVING .. GREAT PLEASURES



                 THE WONDER CALLED YADAMMA.





I want to introduce an important character of my life in my writing today. She is Yadamma, the lady who helps me keep my home clean.  In feudal language, she will be called a servant maid, in modern context, she will be called, the house keeper, but for me, she is a friend of a different kind.  It’s easy to communicate to her and without any fear, bias, or thinking of any kind. She listens to everything attentively without any judgement or preset ideas.

She is not doing any of the things for drawing attention, getting more money or for some favour as she refuses all that, very honestly. There are many such people around us who live in misery but are more learned and wise, or more spiritual and philosophical than most people like me. She in fact gives me good and valid advise on several issues.

The joy comes to her and such people quite easily and they don’t get bogged down by pains and struggle as they keep getting them in abundance and very frequently. For me, talking to her and listening to her is always a great experience and i become instantly happy and contented in life. Their openness and understanding of life is far superior and matured than mine and most fortunate people like me. I haven’t seen any of the qualities in her, which i eternally attempt to conquer, the greed, lust, attachment, ego, anger. Some of those qualities, they cannot even afford as those qualities and all vices are for the privileged people.

 I endlessly wonder at her and such people who are only misunderstood and exploited forever and ever. Excepting giving more money and hearing, really do not know what can i do to better their lives. i keep feeling helpless about the state of affairs of our country where more time is spent in committing absolutely ancient crime like Rape and more time, might , energy is spent to counter/ control them in media, government etc, and obviously yes it is essential to spend time .. But are we progressive and modern?

Anyway, i am not in the mindset now to talk on those and let me focus on Yadamma. She is one of those thousands of poor Indians who love their land, their locality, and their people despite everything always going wrong for them. Who else can teach me unconditional love, commitment to work, values etc better than yadamma and people like her. Yes i do keep getting refreshed and keep learning and hopefully i am also helpful to them always on some way or the other.

The relief that i get talking to her is absolutely refreshing and pure. The heart fills up and the joy is natural and complete. The conversations range from politics in india to life in earlier days, to attitudes of people, to money to festivals, to traditions, to health to just about everything including religion, spirituality. And all this for maximum 10 to 15 minutes and what a joy and relief that gives.

I am not preaching here anything and just sharing the subtle, happy moments that i keep getting with several simple people every day. Each of them is unconditional and at best they may require few rupees for basic needs. This is how most of the life was, when i was young and now i am caught in this confused modern world of endless greed, power game, and manipulations of which i am also a part. Hopefully more interaction with people like yadamma will make a better human being.

Idea of writing this was to express my overwhelming gratitude and appreciation to yadamma and people like her. But there is this insufficiency in me as i still feel there is lot to be done to them THAN just make few people resonate with me. But this is the way to say thanks to god for creating such simple , nice people around us who give so much value endless, unconditionally like the trees and plants around us and like all our mothers. I love such simple genuine people who are in abundance but we need to realize and be in touch with them. Spending 30 minutes a day will help us like its helps me always.

I want to control the temptation of writing more by making one last point. Yadamma kinds are wise, patriotic, contented , sacrificing, and only if they have had better conditions of living, good education and opportunities, wouldn’t they have been great agents of change for our country ? i will leave it here for people who came this far to read , to think and decide .. Tell me if you have an answer.

Thanks for reading this and extending my joy.




Saturday 2 March 2013

GREAT MOVIE EXPERIENCE .. 26/ 11




           RGV IS BACK.... HE WILL SAY ITS MY PERCEPTION






There is one theory about watching movie and that is, the mood, time and company matters in liking or disliking the movie and my daughter Grusha also believes this. It may be true for most movies but not for 26/11, a film by RGV. Basically i have an honest bias against RGV and hated him for his arrogance, attitude and several idiotic movies that he made.( personal opinion backed by  flops history) . Hence i virtually stopped watching his movies, though i respect him for making classics like satya, company and sarkar. But i was motivated to watch this movie because of 1) My dearest friend SVS who loves RGV and he was keen about this movie 2) I got affected by all recent incidents of Kaseb, Afzal guru and Hyderabad bomb blasts 3) I hadn’t followed 26/11 event as it was too much to take those days and hence i do not know the gory details at all except the broad picture of unforgettable tragedy.


Friday evening, and by then i had heard some good talk about the movie which is uncommon about RGV movies, since several years. It was difficult to adjust the time but motivation was highest. Hence rushed to the cinema hall with a colleague of mine and was feeling bad to miss the first 8 minutes, but realized later that i had not missed much as i made for it by standing in theatre till the last line of end titles got over and everyone had left the hall by then. Yes, its a great piece of work and a good movie to watch. Wish IT WAS ALL A STORY WHICH WAS NOT TRUE AND WAS JUST A MOVIE ... Like most in the theatre, i too stood and gave a standing applause as it deserved.


What can we say about the film maker who knows the art of movie making to the core except being suicidal on several occasions. This movie has the finest elements of his movie “company” and “sarkar,” in narration and style. The way he researched, and scripted the story so tight without missing many details is amazing. And restricting to the point that he wanted to convey is to be admired for ever. How does one tell such a story in a cinema and without a bias or exaggeration? It is an incident that has just happened less than 5 years ago and has caught attention of all worlds over and shattered all Indians forever. Choosing to narrate through Joint commissioner of police seems the only choice after we watch the movie and it must been a difficult choice for RGV to make and also make it look like obvious

. Are we qualified to talk  about Nana Patekar’s essaying of that role? It’s like the perfect fit and no casting was ever so perfect. Especially, the dialogue he says to Kaseb in the mortuary has to be understood to get and understand the core of the movie. RGV succeeded in what he wanted to say by this movie. It is said in chaste urdu and probably RGV should have thought of English subtitles. But never mind as the emotion in the scene makes people to make intended sense. Some slang was allowed and for the first time, it all seemed necessary. 


The movie will not make an average person angry; it will instead make him think and also leave him helpless. The violence in the movie is inevitable as the entire movie is on terrorism but we have to give it to RGV for taking those scenes sensibly. There was no need for him to dare to make this movie. With these efforts, he could have made at least 6 of his usual movies. Hence i salute him for taking so much of risk and efforts.
I really do not know how much pains and efforts he took for casting and who all helped him in this process. A highest mark on that for the entire team of casting is to be given. The police men, the terrorists, foreigners, patients, hotel staff, hospital staff, men in launcher all looked very real. That is the strength of the movie. I did not blink my eye though my emotions were high.


For the students of movies, and film making, there is lottttttttt to learn , especially voluminous detailing in every aspect. Nana Patekar’s one dialogue is enough to get the tears.  “ All those innocent killed are not the enemies of any religion and they are simple common people” This trivializes the motive of such terrorists attack. Do not miss to get engrossed when Nana patekar is quietly listening to Kaseb in the jail. The lighting, the frames, the camera work, the cuts, the editing was just outstanding and one cannot stop eulogizing nana  patekar in that scene. There are several such movements in the movie.


I will agree to the argument of some people, if they say why I should watch such gory movie which will bring back the bad memories. Yes, without a doubt you need not watch. But better than watching lots of other Indian movies which are so pretentious and have too much of violence which is meaningless. I will not name but, very recently i saw 2 movies which have more meaningless and avoidable violence than RGV film and both the movies are supposedly big hits. 


I loved the honesty in film making; i appreciate the guts in choosing this theme, and this is made by the person who knows the “craft of film making” absolutely well. Then why doesn’t he make all good movies. We do not even need to take pains of asking him. According to him, he will make movies that he thinks are good and most of us think he is eccentric and unpredictable. Perceptions and interpretations are the hall mark of the life itself and why do we glorify in some individuals and movies? Lets leave RGV from his past and appreciate him for this brilliant work.


Please avoid taking children and older people to this movie as some good like bad, should be selectively kept away from some people. My review is incomplete if i do not salute Amar Mohile for his most outstanding back ground score. Wow, i enjoyed this as a movie and will not go back to bad memories.  I Will feel that, i have seen one good movie which scores good marks in all 24 crafts.  And the man who made it possible has to be appreciated unconditionally.